ready to bolt at the first sign of failsafe

Some days it doesn't take much to bring down my mood. Like when Cailey laughed at me for playing golf and liking it during band. That followed by being yelled at for talking to her and Jocelyne during class, and them laughing at me. Everything that was even just a little negative today magnified. My younger sister made fun of me twice during dinner, and then I told her that I hated her. I couldn't tell if I meant it or not.

I tried studying for the bio test tomorrow, but I think I know most of it, and I stopped paying attention. And I've stopped caring a long time ago. I just don't feel very enthusiastic about anything.

There was a toddler watching Dora the Explorer on an iPod on the bus today.

listening to: all the old showstoppers (demo) - the new pornographers