I just got my diploma mark, and I am disappointed. Not disappointed in the mark, I'm disappointed in myself because I was just so stupid as to not study or really care about it at all. Why? Why am I that way? I really could have done better and instead I blew it all off and screwed myself over. I wish I studied then. I wish that I cared.
The one thing that makes me slightly happy is my dad telling me not to worry about it, and that he doesn't seem disappointed in me. My AP mark was alright; this is alright. I'm alright. Next year I'm really going to strive and try to apply myself, because this year, although it was really a great year, almost felt like a waste.
The one thing that makes me slightly happy is my dad telling me not to worry about it, and that he doesn't seem disappointed in me. My AP mark was alright; this is alright. I'm alright. Next year I'm really going to strive and try to apply myself, because this year, although it was really a great year, almost felt like a waste.
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