12.18.2007

she's the reason why i'm trying to make it alright

It feels like things have been going by really quickly, but nowadays I feel really happy with the place I've fit myself. I just feel so content, and I'm hoping that things stay still for a little while before everything changes again. Fuck school, though, it seems like I've stopped doing well even though I've started trying hard, which is extremely unfair. But, I guess I just have to let it go, like Cailey says, and just relax. I'm excited for tomorrow, and for things that will be coming up, and for school to be over and for me to relax.

I'm happy with my life, whether you're in it or not. I honestly don't care anymore, it seems like I never miss you anymore. If we're not meant to be friends, we're not meant to be, I've been talking to you less and less and between the two of us, it seems like it doesn't even matter. I'm happy with the people I've decided to prioritize, it's probably all for the fucking best anyways. It's funny how different things can look after time, it's like going for your regular eye checkup and discovering that you're almost blind.

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