I figured I'd just lay out a list of things about myself for this post. I think it'd be interesting to go back on it later in my life and think about how much I've changed. So here goes:
- I hate yogurt. Although it's been like this for pretty much all my life, I doubt it'll change anytime soon. I hate the way it smells. I think I had it once when I was seven or something like that, and it was the grossest thing ever. I also dislike pie; I don't have good vibes about cooked fruit.
- When something is bothering me, I get extremely introverted and I stop talking about anything. I think it's because when something is bothering me, it will occupy the majority of my mind, and I hate talking about my problems so I'll end up not saying anything at all. This was discovered in the summer. Whenever Gavin and I went for a walk or hung out at his house, and something was upsetting me, he'd always ask me why I wasn't saying anything. And then sometimes I would open up to him and we'd start having conversations again.
- I have a hard time saying no to anything, which always leads me into conflicts or doing things I don't actually want to do. I hate disappointing people. I'm pretty spineless. I wish I could tell people I don't want to do things they want me to do, but usually I just suck it up and do it. Whenever people make plans, for example, and I don't want to go, I'll go anyways because I don't want to tell them the truth.
- I worry a lot about how people think about me. Probably more than what's natural. It leads me to be pretty timid, and a lot of the time I will formulate an action in my mind but I won't act on it until I confirm that people will approve. It's terrible, I know, but I can't help it. Everything I say is thought and contained in my brain minutes after they are conjured, and aren't released until I have triple checked that it's alright to say it.
- When I hear a really catchy song, I have to listen to it a million and one times, and I still would love it after that. Case in point: Willow Tree by Chad VanGaalen. I listened to that song over 200 times. In a row. And I still love it. I think I listened to Lemonade by The Neighbourhood Council like 50 times in a row. Right now I am hooked on Stuck For The Summer by Two Hours Traffic. If you have time you should check it out.
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