incredibly close

I feel so frustrated today, like if I am trapped inside myself.  I don't feel close to anyone.  I feel alone and lonely and tired and I wish that my friends would have told me that they were going hiking instead of canoeing.  I hate being left out.  I hate missing things, like inside jokes and laughs and car rides.  I just feel detached from everything and everyone.

listening to:  never turn your back on mother earth - neko case