Things have looked up this week. Gavin and I are friends again. I've kept to my word and I've done my homework every day since Wednesday, which is good for me because I really need to change my lazy ways. I guess I have to thank Calm for helping me realize how I was spending my time. I spent so much time reading! I finally finished all of the Twilight books. Breaking Dawn was surprising! Last night I got my hair cut. I miss my hair being really long! I liked the way it was cut before, because my hair was more layered I guess. But Nancy said that it didn't even really look like my hair got cut. And nobody else really noticed, so it's alright. I just wanted my bangs cut so they wouldn't be in front of my eyes.
There are some times when I break, and my mind reverts to old memories. I can't help it, there are just so many things that remind me. It's like if every single thing, no matter what, has a tie and it's attached to some thing that actually meant something to me. I doubt I'll ever be able to forget any of it, but it's not hurting quite as much, and I'm feeling happy the majority of the time.
There are some times when I break, and my mind reverts to old memories. I can't help it, there are just so many things that remind me. It's like if every single thing, no matter what, has a tie and it's attached to some thing that actually meant something to me. I doubt I'll ever be able to forget any of it, but it's not hurting quite as much, and I'm feeling happy the majority of the time.
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