it's enough to leave me crying in the rain

In my dream, we were in biology class. You were wearing a silver sparkly belt, and you looked so beautiful, and I just wanted to tell you all of that. But I chickened out in the end, I didn't say a word, and when the bell rang we got up and went our separate ways.

These dreams break my heart so much, I wish I had more courage so I could go up to you and finally start up a conversation. There is too much space on the internet, I'm just always so scared. I never know the right thing to say. My mind is broken.

Please help me.

listening to: going missing - maximo park