11.30.2008

the buildup lasted for days, lasted for weeks

What does facing disappointment feel like?

My hands are cold as ice. My legs are shaking, my heart is trying to slow down from anticipation. I can hear the dry sobbing in my mind. It's almost like heartbreak all over again. And I haven't even hit this disappointment yet for sure.

You didn't tell me your answer, and that's not fair. Please talk to me.

edit.

Disappointment did come. But at least it came with some relief. I don't regret telling you because I've been needing to tell you anyways. If you're moving on, I'm moving on.

It didn't stop me from crying while you said goodbye, though.

listening to: willow tree - chad vangaalen

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